“I don’t know what I want” usually means one of two things: you are disconnected from your preferences, or you are afraid of the consequences of admitting them.
Therefore, the solution is not more thinking. It is more self-honesty.

This article gives a practical protocol to identify what you want using evidence, constraints, and real-life tests. If you want to do it with support (and get a clear action plan), book a session.

Why you “don’t know” what you want (common causes)

• People-pleasing: you learned to track others first, then you lost practice tracking yourself.
• Fear of regret: you refuse to pick one direction because it cancels other paths.
• Overthinking: you search for perfect certainty, so you never commit to a preference.
• Low trust in self: you made choices in the past that didn’t work, so you treat your desires as unreliable.

Real-life examples (what this looks like)

• Career: “I could do anything,” but you feel dread every Monday and you keep delaying any move.
• Relationship: “I’m not sure,” but you feel relief when you imagine being alone.
• Lifestyle: you copy routines from others, then quit because they don’t fit your reality.
• Living situation: you keep saying “I don’t care,” but you are chronically irritated by noise, roommates, or commute.

The “know what you want” protocol (4 steps)

Step 1: Stop asking “What do I want?” and ask “What do I not want?”

Negatives are clearer because your nervous system already reacts. So write:
“I don’t want X anymore.”

• “I don’t want to dread work daily.”
• “I don’t want to feel like I’m performing in my relationship.”
• “I don’t want to keep saying yes and resenting it.”

Step 2: Use evidence: when do you feel relief vs tension?

Instead of “vibes,” use observable signals. For the last 14 days, list:

• 3 moments you felt relief.
• 3 moments you felt tension, dread, or irritation.
• What you were doing and who you were with.

This gives you pattern data. Then you stop guessing.

Step 3: Convert preferences into constraints (clear rules)

“I want freedom” is vague. A constraint is clear: “I need 2 uninterrupted hours per day,” or “I won’t work weekends.”
Therefore, translate what you want into rules you can act on.

• Work: “I need low meeting load” or “I need remote 3+ days.”
• Relationships: “I need consistency” or “I won’t accept contempt.”
• Life: “I need quiet living” or “I need daily movement.”

Step 4: Run a small test (so it’s not just theory)

If you don’t trust yourself, you build trust through small experiments.

• Career test: talk to 3 people in a field and do one small task in that direction.
• Boundary test: say one honest “no” this week and observe your body response after.
• Relationship test: state one preference clearly and watch whether the person respects it.

FAQ

What if what I want feels “selfish”?

That’s often people-pleasing training. Wanting something is not immoral. The question is how you pursue it and what cost you accept.

What if I want two opposite things?

Then you’re choosing a trade-off. Write both costs and pick the cost you can carry without resentment.

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